First Critique

Pretty much a failure though I knew it would be. I didn't realize it till right before I showed my film that it wasn't going to make any sense. It was pretty brutal. This whole freaking class is making me wonder if I'm any good enough for a profession in art or in animation. I feel like it is hopeless to try. I want to quit. It made me think of how I'm going to need to present an aim or like a goal in life before I graduate. I just feel like I'm not up to par with anyone else. I wish I was smarter and more talented. I wish I had started animating earlier or challenged myself earlier in life. I wish I could have taken more chances. Maybe it's because I'm lazy.... I don't know. I feel like if I fail here, I fail at life. I feel like everything is unraveling and falling apart. I just feel like I'm not good enough and that things just aren't going to work out the way I wish and plan. I can try, try again, but I don't think my best can ever be enough. So I don't know what the hell I'm going to do for my future. For now, I'm just planning to reshoot and redo the entire project with a whole different idea. This is just the way I feel this moment and just have to get it out whether it's appropriate or not to post such an entry on this blog. Your feedback is welcome.